Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly. Birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh why can't I?

Jeez.

I am a terrible blog-person ;)

But anyway.

So, I'm in England again. Have been since 17th of November :P
But I've been totally wrapped up in myself so I'd forgotten I even had a blog xD

Anyway. Much have happened.

I have seen The Twilight Saga; New Moon two times :P That's what happenes when I get obsessed with stuff :P

Ah well, I can't write down everything that's happened, but of course lots of stuff ;)

Don't ask about todays title btw, I just had the song on my brain :P

On tuesday I have a secret mission. I'll write about it on thursday though (If I can remember I have a blog :P)

I am currently reading the book Looking for Alaska by John Green. It's totally awesome!

Well, I'm gonna go now. But just listen to this! It's so goddamn beautiful it makes me want to cry!!!



Sovereign Light Café <3

I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game, I try to stay awake and remember my name

Time goes by so fast!!!!

Friday is my dad's funeral. I find it kind of funny that it's Friday 13th, especially since my dad was supersticious ;)

I am occupied with three things these days.
Firstly, I try to see as many of my friends as possible before returning to England the 17th.
Secondly, I am rereading some of the books in The Twilight Saga. I finished New Moon the other day, and now I'm reading Eclipse. I haven't decided yet if I'll read Breaking Dawn afterwards or not...
Thirdly, I am writing a novel. Or well... There's this thing called NaNoWriMo and the thing is that you should write a story with 50,000 words or more during the month of November. You start the 1st (okay, I started the 5th but I don't think tht matters), and you have to be finished at midnight the 30th. Everybody who finishes are winners!!!

Now, this is not a good thing for me ;)
I stay up all night trying to write. So I am extremely tired. I am also uneasy when I do something apart from writing, because I need to write more :P
And I know that I probbly won't finish anyway, 'cause this is just such a thing I am bound to get tired with after a couple of days. And then I'll feel bad with myself.

But at least I am having fun now :P My story is a quite good one!

Btw, I watched a bit of Monty Python just now, and ooooh I love it <3 Just wanted to randomly tell you that :D

I try so hard to tell myself that you're gone.

Hiya. It's been a while.

I am back in Sweden.

My dad died yesterday morning, the morning of my sisters 15th birthday. I came home yesterday night. I booked the flight the 26th and hoped that I would reach him in time.

But I said my final goodbye to him today at the hospital. It was so relieveing to see his peaceful face. He's been in so much pain lately, and it's been breaking us all down. He's in peace now, he can't feel the pain anymore.

I will miss him everyday of my life.

I love you dad. Rest in Peace.
4/8-46 - 27/10-09

Stuff.

List of what I am going to buy as soon as I get my Pocket Money (which should be any day now!);

1. Fringe Season 1 DVD box - The best series I've seen in a very long time, and I missed so many episodes when Fringe came back after a break that I decided to wait until the box came out instead of watching it and don't get it. And now it's being sold here in England <3

2. Into The Wild - One of my favourite films ever <3 And I don't have it. It's just sooo inspiring and horrible at the same time.

3. Second Hand Clothes - Found this nice 2nd Hand Shop and I really want some stuff they're selling

(4. Noah and the Whale, Peaceful The World Lays Me Down - Their first album. I don't have it, but I'm not sure I am going to buy it this month :P)

And most certainly loooads of other stuff that I don't need. I am quite tempted to getthe DVD boxes of Dexter season 1&2 :D and lots and lots of other DVD's ;)

Hoho, save? Never heard of it :P

Secrecy at it's best.

I am dealing with a very secret thing.
Question is how long I can keep it secret?
Moahaha >:D

It's happeeh stuff anyway :3

I came home from London today. I had a fab time, even though I didn't see Jesse Quin anywhere :P Of course they wouldn't let me in, even if I had a super plan! But oh, I love London and it was an amazing day, and who cares if I didn't meet Jesse? I'll do it another time anyway so :) I can't get hung up on small things like that! I am a lucky person, and I am very happy! HIPPIE POWER :D

Anyway. Would upload loads of pictures, but I don't have the patience. But these few will tell you what I did anyway :)















I really want to tell the secret now :3 But I shan't ;)

<3

London Calling!

Woho! I'm in london having the time of my life! Haha meeting nice
people everywhere and doesn't want to leave in the morning. Have just
been to Hope and Anchor (outside it anyway), the bar where keane
played their first ever gig! And I have also been to king's cross!
Anyway, I love london.

Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, and by opposing end them?

Was there ever such a great poet as William Shakespeare? I think not!

His words have captured my heart and the very core of my being screams for more.

Oh yes, I have just seen Hamlet, and by God it is magnificent beyond belief!

Four hours long and yet I could waste four hours more.

I love it. I love Shakespeake.

(And I love writing like this xD hahaha)

HAMLET <3



Act III, scene I

To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of dispriz'd love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? Who would these fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn away,
And lose the name of action.

P.s. I know this by heart which is, I think, very nerdy :P D.s.