Maybe it's time to go?

I feel like banging my head against the floor until my head cracks and I can't think anymore. That would be nice.

Oh and by the way, my dad might die tonight.

He's at the hospital trying to survive. The doctors have already pointed out that since it's so bad, they won't do anything if his heart stops beating.

They'll let him go.


My entire family have been there today, some of them will sleep by his side. And here I am stuck, not able to do anything. Not even able to talk to him since he's asleep.

The last time I talked to him was several days ago.

Other than that, I am pretty fucking great!

Can somebody please hit me in the head now? I want to sleep until it's all over. Until everything is over!